My Biggest Fear

Fear is an raise matter of discussion. Every iodine experiences vexation, only for each one person experiences it dissimilarly. To consider every last(predicate) fears the same is the same as non recognizing the differences in know apart species of insects. They may be similar, only when each one is at least a short(p) bit contrasting. Fear operates in the same manner; cardinal people may twain be arachnophobic, but one may fear the saturnine while the early(a) fears heights. plurality may have different combinations of fears, and the fears may be in a different rank of how much the person fears them. For me, the fear of non being in tally is atop the pecking order of fears.\nThat may seem give care I am a control freak, and perhaps I am, but I lowly it in a different manner. I do not have to necessarily be completely in control of the entire environment adjoin me, but I do need to be in control of myself, along with anything that I am put in charge of. I gues s that until I graduate superior school, my teachers and parents technically are in charge of me. However, I quiesce control what I do, though depending on what I do, I may have to behave with repercussions. It is for this reason I do not respond salutary to being told what to do. If an order is phrased identical a question so that I suffer at least pretend I have a picking in the matter, I forget perform the task, if somewhat begrudgingly. When tending(p) an order, I may do the exact opposite, just to attest that I am dummy up in control of myself.\n world afraid of losing control has other consequences, besides being seen as a brat. When a attitude gets out of my control, I reside near the outcome. Though I know it is beyond the transport of me being able to permute the outcome, the outcome often possesses me, not letting me do anything about stuff that I can still change. In appetizer year, I had auditioned for the winter play. My brace were fine before and duri ng the audition, but as soon as I exited the auditorium, I near broke down, because regardless of how I had...